ED Support Site

27 July 2010 @ 13:31

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This is not a pro-anorexia or pro-eating disorder site.

- No tips on fasting
- No group fasting / competitions
- No purging tips
- No tips on hiding eating disorder
- No mention of the words "ana" or "mia"
- No ABC
- No ana4prom / summer / school
- Encourage recovery
- Eating disorders are NOT a choice or lifestyle

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gemxpink

05 January 2010 @ 19:57

WELCOME TO OUR COMMUNITY.

WELCOME

Here you are, at

anorexicqueen. Before you join this community, please read the following.

What this site is
This an eating disorder support community. We're here to listen, support, care and all the things in between. Feeling down? Post and let us know. We'll try and cheer you up. Need advice on asking for help? We're always here for you.

What this site is not
A proanorexic community. Almost all proanorexic sites should be shut down because they harm, hurt and encourage others to self-destruct. You'll find no tips or tricks here, we wont tell you how to develop an eating disorder (partially because there are no instructions) nor will we tell you how to hide anything from your family. You won't find any nudes/semi-nudes here either; anyone posting pictures to count their bones will be banned.

Remember
Posting here is done at your own risk. Remember that this is the internet and you are never anonymous. Always ask yourself: "would I like my mom or grand mother to see what I'm posting?".

Anorexia as a lifestyle?
Don't have an eating disorder but want to join? Sure thing, you can do that by clicking the "x" in the corner of your browser. Thanks, don't come again!

Any offensive comments will be removed and anyone insulting others will be banned. Although, everyone here is really lovely and gets along well so there should be no problems.

anorexicqueen has locked posts again as of October 09 due to privacy concerns.

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Feel like this is the place for you? Just create an account then you can go here to join.

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Maintainer:

gemxpink
You can contact me via private message at any time should you need to do so.

Moderators:

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fighting2win -

justafatass

lollypoptown -

morag_mairhread -

washie

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RULES
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HELP!

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If you are on this page because you have found it and are concerned about a loved one, please do not act harshly. Confronting the person in a negative manner will upset them and cause them to do more damage to themselves. A hug from you could save their life.

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morag_mairhread

10 November 2009 @ 17:58

DIURETICS/WATER PILLS/FLUID PILLS

So, a lot of people seem to think diuretics (fluid pills/water pills) are going to help them lose weight. Well, you're wrong - they won't.

( READ THIS )

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morag_mairhread

28 October 2009 @ 04:33

LAXATIVES

Take 15 minutes out of your life to read this. If you have ANY questions about laxatives ASK THEM HERE AND NOW, this post is tagged so you can find it easily for future reference.

( It's DEFINITELY worth your time to take a read through this )

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morag_mairhread

26 October 2009 @ 12:38

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zOMG guiz eye want tew be a friend of ~*~Ana~*~

And now - if I have your attention; there is something under this LJ cut that I think ya'll should read, and/or bookmark

( So you think you want an eating disorder? )

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maddyymorphine

23 October 2009 @ 17:52

WHAT?!

I've done basically nothing all day.

I've been eating on off and I didn't purge it, which means I've probably gained heaps of weight. This sucks.

I woke up late though and was in the bath for like two hours. It's disgusting being with my body alone. Just mounds and mounds of disgusting fat. Makes me sick.

I might be weird but it's really scaring me, WHAT THE HELL does it mean when I have nightmares about eating food? I mean I kind of understand it but WTF?!

Freaked.

X

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livin2bthin

23 October 2009 @ 14:31

Success :)

Managed to get down from the 102 to 100lbs.
Good day so far. Haven't eaten anything but had like 3 glasses of water. Stomach is grrrrowiling, love it.
I was reading a few 'older' posts & realized that this community is now totally open, I wish it was how it was about 3yrs ago when I was always here. There are a lot more 'fakers' joining up, people that only want to lose a few pounds that don't have ED's. Go find another community!

Anyway my friend took a photo of me yesterday & I think I have lost more weight round my neck/chest, my face still looks fat though right? Urgh. Pictures like this make me happy though, you realize that your efforts are paying off. Think Thin ladies xxxx

Current Location: Naples, FL

Current Mood: pleased

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dancerchick17

23 October 2009 @ 10:09

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Today is going well so far... although it's only 10am so I guess a lot can happen from now on. I really hope I can resist the urge to binge. I've been doing really well lately resisting the urge :) I found that working out in addition to my 2 hour dance classes causes me to binge so right now I'm trying to just do my dance classes. I find this hard because I want to work out more... but really it just ends up bad in the end.

I'm going to a show tonight with my boyfriend and my mom and dad want to meet up after it and go out for nachos. The thought of nachos is making me sick!! No way I'm eating that!!

I hope everyone is having a good day :)

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thinspired75

23 October 2009 @ 09:14

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to mods. please please please PLEASE go back to moderating this community so that you can save this place. thankyou, that is all.

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nothing_left18

23 October 2009 @ 17:02

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i feel so good.

I started my job and i love it.

My stomach is growling and empty and i love it.

My scales say im down 2lbs and im happy but dont love it that much

And ive been walking so much my feet are actually throbbing - good feeling.

AND

No purging in 2 days :) Happy !

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xxxtorturedxxx

23 October 2009 @ 00:51

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i'm sick and fed up i love my boyfriend but i hate when he tries to control what i eat he wants me to eat everyday in front of him at least lunch so no need to say that i couldn't fast but i'm going to work late today so i'll fast today saturday and sunday.

i always feel like crying when i look at myself in the mirror i feel so disgusted about myself i just wanna be tiny i wanna see all my bones out i want sharp edges i wanna cut myself see the blood drink the blood and kill myself i wanna be beatiful i hate it when people lie to me saying i am beatiful but i just don't care about that i'll see my beaty when i'll be 40ks(88lbs) or less i'll never stop until i'm afraid of me!!!!!!!

Current Mood: bored

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shmiley_fayshe

22 October 2009 @ 23:23

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so while i sit about here and wait for a bit i think i will go ahead and post my stats as i havent really done it properly yet.

height: 5feet 11inches
cw: still unknown... maybe in the 130's but homestly i havent a clue. im fat, basically
hw: also unknown, but its only a little bigger than what i probably am now, 140 maybe?
lw: 116lbs
gw: seeing as i dont have scales, my goal weight is just to be smaller.
long term goal: 125lbs. i think that might be a good weight to try to maintain

haha sorry my stats are still so vague

Current Music: attractive today~motioncity soundtrack

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sadsrh

22 October 2009 @ 23:26

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i am seeing my friend tomorrow who i haven't seen in months! although she wanted to meet for dinner. i dont know what to do. i dont want to eat that nasty food in the restaurant.

Current Mood: tired

Current Music: cocoon - jack johnson

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shmiley_fayshe

22 October 2009 @ 23:16

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so um i just ate a bowl of yogurt and an apple and a peice of turkey
then i purged
then i took a bunch of laxatives in the hope of getting it all out

they havent kicked in yet, but im wondering whats gona happen because i already purged... what the fuck was i thinking im so stupid
anyone else done this before and know what hapens, so that i can be prepared? im hoping that maybe nothing happens but that seems ridiculously optimistic

Current Mood: stupid

Current Music: panda bear~owl city

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amongthelivingx

22 October 2009 @ 20:39

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trying so hard not to purge.
it's so addicting once you start, makes you feel like you're doing something instead of sitting around feeling full and depressed.
but i know it's horrible and i want to stop.
i keep telling myself my face is going to get fat, and what it's doing to my insides and what it will do if i keep this up.

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just2behappy80

22 October 2009 @ 19:19

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1. What scares you the most involving your ed?
2. And what are your biggest fears in general.

1. i think I'm scared of people finding out and treating me like I'm different just cos I have to go through this. Death, or being alone doesn't scare me as much as people treating me differently from something I can't help.
2. Overall, my biggest fears are failure and weakness. I fear I'll always be the one not good enough for my friends and family - Let alone the whole world out there I still have to face one day. Drowning - That shit creeps me out too.

Anyways, I've been working out as much as possible, but I'm going to fast till Tuesday - So an easy 4 day fast. I know I shouldn't but I can't say no. I can't not do it. Idk what's wrong with me anymore. Life's so crazy, and full of hurt and pain that's breaking me down.

I guess I'm scared of what's next to come in life, not just for me but for all of us.

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pixieme

22 October 2009 @ 23:07

Diuretics??

Diuretics........what do they do....and where can I get them ??? and are they any good ?? I live in scotland so gettin them shipped to the house can b a problem with my mum

xx

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yo_mammasita

22 October 2009 @ 22:31

Hello

Hello my name is Sienna,
I'm from Leicester, England
I'm 15
I'm 5'1
LW: 70
HW: 98
CW: 98
I'm Anorexic and Bulimic
My Goal Weight for right now is 84
I'm not used to using pounds in England we tend to use stones so its all very knew to me. I look foward to getting to know you all :D

Current Mood: chipper

Current Music: Piazza, New York Catcher - Belle and Sebastian

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veganyogi

22 October 2009 @ 15:31

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Hey ladies. I need workout music.. my playlist is getting boring. What do you listen to, what really amps you up? Gimme your favorite 5 workout songs!

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maddyymorphine

22 October 2009 @ 20:11

The Art Of Despairing.

19.8 pounds I've lost.

WHY can't I see a difference, this is just bringing me to tears.

I mean it, I look in the mirror, and there's no alteration, no hint of anything that's changed, no nothing.

I hate this. I hate it.

I feel like I'm trapped in some sick cycle, which I am but it's made worse, by the fact that NOTHING'S CHANGED.

I hate it.

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dancediva009

22 October 2009 @ 11:05

I give up

I have now slept with more guys than double my age and Saturday is the 14 year anniversary of when my brother died.
This sounds like a good time to die I can't deal with this any longer. I haven't gone to class all week and I can honestly don't care anymore.

Current Mood: depressed

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wintergirl2010

21 October 2009 @ 23:28

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Is anyone else on a birth control pill and find it really hard to lose weight compared to losing before the pill?
I'm in this situation, ugh, so frustrating... maybe I'm just eating too much and not exercising enough?

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india_xo_x

22 October 2009 @ 17:14

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all my joints are aching like crazy.

can anyone help me?
why am i in pain?

x india

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shmiley_fayshe

21 October 2009 @ 23:02

Eh...

I'm okay overall today. I'm in deep shit with my parents, but I was allowed to do some low impact stuff today. I went on the elliptical for 20 min and an exercise bike for 20min and did some weights for 20min and some core for 10min. So I'm very happy about that. The thing with my parents is stressing me out though so about an hour ago I binged and purged like hell. I didn't just b then p, I actually ate a lot then purged then went back for more then purged and so on and so forth.
So that was shit.
But I'm excited about being able to exercise again.

Also I was wondering... I was diagnosed as anorexic with bulimic tendencies but now I think I'm a normal weight so does that make me bulimic? Or just ednos? I'm curious.

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dancerchick17

21 October 2009 @ 23:44

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I feel like no matter how much I work out, it's never enough. Sometimes I'm to the point where I fear that maybe my heart rate monitor is wrong and my total calories burned is actually way less than it's showing. It almost midnight here, and I'm thinking that I'm going to do another workout (I just finished one). I have to work out at night when my family is asleep because I know they will think I'm exercising too much.

Question, how much do you all workout?

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maybe_mollie

21 October 2009 @ 22:35

Wow I've been gone for so long, it took me 5 minutes to figure out how to post

Wow. Did it really just take me 5 minutes to figure out how to post here? I used to post here all the time! Whatever, I'm blonde, shit happens :)

But anyways. I used to post here quite a bit, but then I left livejournal completely because I wanted to be in the right head space for recovery. That worked well for about 4 or 5 months. Now I'm back here. I was upset for a little bit, but I've come to peace with my return. Things don't always work out like we've planned.

I used to post here pretty frequently but don't recognize quite a few of you so most of you probably don't remember me at all. So I'll just re-introduce myself

I'm Molly
I'm from Michigan
I'm 16, a Junior in High School
My Low Weight was 109
My High Weight was 136
My Current Weight is 128
I'm Anorexic and I cut.
My Goal Weight for right now is 115
Then 108
Then 102
Then 98

Sorry if you've already seen my introduction on another community. I belonged to a few communities before I lef. I hope that doens't make me a community whore lol. I just had different relationships with different people in different communities.

Pretty much, I don't judge, even if I don't feel very optomistic, I'll speak optimistically to encourage others, and if you're being mean to someone else and I don't think it's right, I'll stand up for what I think so please be nice :)

I've missed all of you dearly and can't wait to recreate myself here

Xxx Molly xxX

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gizelle_b

21 October 2009 @ 18:11

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Helloo. I joined this community a while back, but i was too nervous to introduce myself...finally decided to now. I'll start with a quickie intro.
i'm 17 years old and I've suffered from anorexia/bulimia for three and a half years now. I live in California, in a tiny town several miles down the coast from San Francisco. Im also a pescatarian and I spend my time jogging or reading or writing.
Hmmm my current stats are:

Heigth: 5'4
HW: 150
LW: 109
CW: 142
GW: 130

Ever since my boyfriend broke up with me and I saw him hook up with my best friend over the summer, I became pretty down and sort of lost myself. I have to get back on track. I don't know what happened but after he ended it (over Facebook), but I just started eating and eating. Lately I've begun to realize I shouldn't let anyone as scummy as him ruin who I am. So I've been murdering myself with exercise over the past couple of weeks. But what else is new? Just sucks that I develop muscle mass really quickly for some reason.

Anyways, that's me.
Hiiii

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lovable_tramp

22 October 2009 @ 00:24

day five...

today has been awful. i got my today. i'm all bloated. i've put on weight. and i've binged soo much. i feel so disgusting. i have to fast again. i hate this feeling. i will do better. i have to. am going to pick up where i left off tomorrow. i've lost two days now so i'll just add two days to the end of my fast. that means i'll be fasting at least until monday. and after that i am going to restrict like a . hope everyone else is ok. love. xxx

Current Location: bed

Current Mood: frustrated

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dancerchick17

21 October 2009 @ 20:23

Guilty.

My mom made this huge dinner... cooked ham, peas, carrots, potatoes and rolls. As soon as she started making it I started freaking.
I kept trying to convince myself that it would be okay to eat a small plate. A few minutes before it was ready I realized I couldn't do it. I got into the car and told mom I would be back in a minute.... 2.5 hours later I came home.

I didn't have it. Part of me is happy I got away with it... but part of me is really guilty that I lied to my mom. I wish I could just enjoy the fact that she was trying to please the family. I feel like shit about it.

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veganyogi

21 October 2009 @ 18:57

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This is only slightly ED related...

I'm a yoga instructor and I have been trying to further my individual practice. Today I taught my regular class from 5-630, then I spent a half hour practicing more advanced inversion poses. I am quite proud to say that I can do a headstand and hold it for several minutes. I got this very strange feeling of thin/lightness when I was there upside down on my head. The feeling was beautiful. I wish I felt like that when I'm standing on my feet.. Somehow upside down, I feel weightless.

I know this post is hard to relate to, since not many people do headstands haha.. but I thought I would share it with you because it made me feel quite wonderful.

I had about 400 calories today. Not so great, but not terrible. Tomorrow is another day.

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